đ Share this article 'When education is lost, the future vanishes': Palestinian Youth and Teachers on 24 Months Deprived of School. 'Our plea is for action, not compassion'. A young student, 12, al-Mawasi It has been two years since I stepped into a proper school. That long since I heard the school chime at the institution I attended, occupied my place and raised my hand during my beloved lesson. At times I still vividly remember the familiar scents and noises: powder from the board, wooden scraps, joyful sounds in corridors. But my educational institution is gone; it was struck shortly after the hostilities erupted. My textbooks turned to ash, and several classmates lost. I was in the fifth year on the seventh of October: the final day I entered the school building. That morning, warning alarms screamed through the halls. Some pupils sobbed, others clasped palms firmly. Our teacher tried to calm us, but even her tone wavered. I remember longing for a ordinary day; instruction, recess, a verse presentation. Instead, that day became the last page of my previous existence. Hostilities have claimed innumerable aspects. But the hardest loss of all is education, because that is the loss of the future itself. Now I reside with my guardians, siblings and sister in a crowded shelter in this coastal area. The shelter coverings sway with breezes, keeping neither cold nor heat away. We line up for nourishment and hydration. Energy access is fantasy and privacy doesnât exist. Optimism seems delicate. At night, I gaze toward the celestial bodies through the openings of my shelter and wonder if my companions see the comparable vista. Some message me when they can, expressing they miss school and have kept their old notebooks; like relics of a vanished time. I feel remorseful because Iâve misplaced all of mine. I once dreamed of entering the education field to assist local youth learn, even when life was hard. Now I hope for being a reporter â to write, to communicate and to reveal the world what it signifies to be a minor in Gaza. I want to narrate our accounts of apprehension and need, but also courage. Because even in this place, amid loss and destruction, our expressions persist. When connectivity is available, I attempt learning online. Other times, I go to a tiny space where helpers instruct us mathematics and language. The sessions are brief â the electricity cuts out or the bombing resumes but in such times, I sense being. I recollect who I was: the young woman who adored mathematics and poetry, who was convinced learning could change the world. Hostilities have stolen countless aspects; our homes, educational institutions and families. I grieved for my family member, his spouse, and their offspring. I forfeited my beloved urban area, that southern city, which is only ruins now. But the hardest loss of all is learning, because without it, our prospects disappear. To the world, I say this: preserve our aspirations. Compassion isn't enough, we demand measures. Young residents are entitled to books, educational facilities and protection. Education is not an extravagance, it is a essential privilege. The territory is not only destruction; it is minors who persist in hoping beneath the drones at night. It is my account and I will keep drafting, even if the sole items remaining is a broken pencil and a fragment of ripped sheet. 'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'. An educator, 40, instructor in al-Bureij camp I have been instructing in the region for more than a decade. Initially in a southern city, then in Deir al-Balah, and currently in this refugee settlement in the middle of the territory. In pre-conflict times, I typically educated several sets of about fourty pupils per class, almost two hundred forty individuals keen on education. Educating them was my purpose and joy in reality, and I still recall the twinkle in a studentâs eyes when a knowledge was acquired; the kind of moment every teacher cherishes. I always believed learning should be dynamic. My learning environment was a space of play, creativity, and motion. We created cartographic art, acted out historical events, and turned lessons into stories. Merriment always permeated the space as interest replaced anxiety. Indeed, even in earlier times, local youth were always afraid. My classroom was a secure location but after the seventh, the situation transformed. My learning center became a refuge for relatives running from the aerial attacks. Shortly after, it was attacked and totally demolished. There are hardly any learning institutions left standing in this area now. For two years, everything has been abnormal. The conflict has broken every facet of our existence: protection, homes, educational centers, aspirations. Fear and grief are perpetual experiences. Many of my learners are now lost â minors who talked about aspiring to be medical professionals, artists, and instructors. They were denied even the entitlement to survival. Those who survive live with hunger, eviction and weariness â and yet, they still cling to the will to learn. At times, when the online access permits, I hear from a small number of them. They contact inquiring: âHow are you, instructor?â We share concise phrases, miniature instruction, minor flashes of interaction amid the chaos. They question if situations will ever revert to standard. I state to them I have no answer. Across Gaza, teachers, aid workers and organizations try to teach in all available spaces: in shelters, damaged classrooms, or crowded shelters. Education has become an gesture of resistance, a way to say: âWe are still here.â And so long as we keep acquiring knowledge, we will persist. Many of us are also guardians. I am a parent of {three|several